7/10 Tulislah tulisan yang membuatmu merasa kuat.

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Dear, me myself and i (judul lagu ini mah)

Rin, please be more confident. You aren't bad person. As long as you smile to other people, there is nothing to afraid for. You can do anything you want. You are talented. You don't have compared yourself with other people. 

You are beautiful, so please don't think that you're so ugly caused by you don't have white pure skin and gorgeous eyebrows. You are beautiful with your own way. You may not have beautiful eyes, but you have beautiful smile with line marks on your face -especially your dimples.

Rin, you deserve better than the people who treated you like a fool. You don't need to have friends who make you feeling so insecure. Just cut them off from your life.

Don't think that you're idiot. You are smart enough. You don't have to be brilliant, you just have to be more respect to the others.

Rin, don't think everyone dislikes you. They love you. You are loved. So, please don't feel like you are the one who got kicked away.

The thing that you have to do is feeling 'bodo amat' for the people who couldn't respect you and treat you as a human.

Be strong, girl. Life is too hard if you think that you aren't good enough.

Keep your smile on your face as always. Maybe it can't help you to solve the problems, but trust me, smile can help you to reduce stress.

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Aku bangga bisa mengendarai motor dan menempuh kemacetan lalu lintas Bekasi dengan selamat.

5/10 Tulis 3 film yang paling berkesan buatmu dan jelaskan kenapa berkesan

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Udah tantangan ke-5 dan aku masih suka telat posting ehehehe. Maafkan.

Jadiiii, i'm gonna tell you about film-film apa aja yang udah buat aku terkesan. Langsung aja kawan~

1. First Love (A Little Thing Called Love) (2010)

Cause love isn't about give and take. It's about give and give.

3. Laskar Pelangi (2008)

http://www.indonesianfilmcenter.com/images/gallery/gallery_laskar%20pelangi13.jpg

Film ini ditonton waktu aku umur sepuluh tahun atau sekitar kelas 5 SD. Dan kamu tahu apa? Ini film pertama yang aku tonton di bioskop bareng teman-temanku wkwkwk. Makanya poin plus ini menambah betapa film ini sungguh berkesan buatku.

4/10 Tanpa mengetahui namanya, coba ceritakan bagaimana pertemuan pertamamu dengan si dia.

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Tantangan kali ini benar-benar menarik.

Dan mendebarkan.
Dan menantang.
Karena sepertinya ini akan terbaca oleh orang-orang yang sebaiknya nggak membaca ini.

Tapi yaudahlah.
Aku sudah terlanjur menggali kuburku sendiri. Biar resikonya menyusul nanti.

Balik lagi ke topik ini, kalau kamu bertanya siapa dia ini, then i'm gonna tell you about guy who always comes to my head these several days. And yes, he comes to my mind when i'm thinking about subject whom i want to write.

We were classmate. I met him september morning at the same classroom. Actually i didn't realize his presence, he was so quite till i didn't know that he still stayed at the class or no. I knew his name and where he came from, but except that i didn't know anything about him.

Then that was the first time i talked to him. At studio when we were going to test for radio's recruiting, he sat alone waiting for his test. Like there was no one talked to him. So, my friends and i called him to join in our groups.

He was so quite until i asked him how the test was going.  Actually he isn't quite as i thought before. He isn't passive person at all. He could make the conversation feeling so fun caused by his answers and the way he talked. It seems like you could keep talking randomness with him without being afraid to run out the topics. And that time i asked him about his instagram -which is normal to have your classmate's instagram account.

Then i knew more about him. He is good at drawing, digital or on the paper he is good at all. He sells his artworks and making money. He does the thing he likes and enjoyed it. And the important thing is he is proud of it.

I don't know if it makes me jealous or motivated me. But either making jealous or motivated, i'd love to see him enjoy with his hobby.

That was the first time i met him. The guy who attracts my attention these days. It's good to know him more and more. And i'm really grateful cause we are more closer, at least i could be his good listener.

p.s. if you (the guy whom i mean) read this please don't block me ahahaha
p.s.s. he is so cute when becomes announcer ahaha

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Halo!

Aku menulis ini setelah bingung memikirkan kata pembuka dan tiba-tiba keram di jari kaki.
Hebat.

Sebenarnya masih ada sisa satu hari lagi sebagai penutup UAS dan penutup semester pertamaku hari ini. Tapi karena aku ingin muntah mengerjakan makalah Indonesia yang nggak kelar-kelar, ijinkan aku bercerita sedikit tentang kehidupan kuliahku yang sudah memasuki bulan ke empat. (ngitung dulu September, Oktober, November dan Desember... Januari.)
Oke, empat setengah bulan, aslinya.

Aku kuliah di salah satu Sekolah Tinggi Negeri, jurusan Penyiaran. Hal yang nggak aku duga sebenarnya mengingat aku dulunya anak ipa dan berniat menjadi dokter (asli cita-citaku dokter, bukan cuma Susan). Aku nggak salah jurusan. Jurusan penyiaran itu salah satu jurusan yang aku 'minati' untuk dipelajari sewaktu kuliah. Jurusan itu juga aslinya cita-cita selewatku waktu memasuki kelas 10 sma. Lalu jadi hal yang buat aku tertarik menyelami dunianya (ea).

Jadi bisa ditebak aku hanya mau kuliah di dua jurusan:
1. Kedokteran
2. Penyiaran
Berlawanan. Tau aku juga. Banyak yang bilang aku makan mecin.
Nggak nyambung.

Perjuanganku mendapatkan kuliah sesuai yang aku minati jujur saja tidak sesusah teman-temanku yang lain. Aku bersyukur demi apapun karena hal itu.

Akan kuceritakan sedikit tentang perjuangan waktu lulus SMA.

SNMPTN aku mendaftar kedokteran di unpad. Iya kamu nggak salah baca. Udah UNPAD, kedokteran lagi. Jangankan temanku, guru BK aja bilang aku gila. Di sela-sela pengumuman SNMPTN aku daftar kampusku yang sekarang yang alhamdulillah lolos saat gelombang 1 sekitar bulan maret. Jadi setelah UN aku benar-benar nggak ngapa-ngapain selain nunggu masuk kuliah. SNMPTN aku pastinya nggak keterima. Begitu pula saat aku mendaftar d3 IPB jurusan ilmu komunikasi, nggak keterima. Iyalah buat ips,

Padahal dulu kalau unpad keterima aku mau nyelepet (nampol a.k.a nampar) orang-orang yang bilang gila dan merendahkanku pakai kertas bukti lulus.
Tapi emang niat udah buruk sih jadi nggak diridhai:(

Lanjut ke kehidupan kampusku yang tadi terlupakan.

Aku ospek kuliah dengan-aman-santai-kecuali-bangun-pagi. Lalu masuk ke kelas B, kelas pertengahan yang semoga aja netral, berisi 35 anak. Sebenarnya hal ini sempat ngebuat aku down dan takut nggak bisa berinteraksi. Pertama, aku udah panik ketika Syafira, teman dekatku tenyata dimasukkan ke kelas A. Kedua, mereka seperti udah mengenal satu sama lain dan berbicara menggunakan bahasa Jawa. Aku, yang waktu itu nggak mengerti bahasa Jawa sama sekali, jadi diem dan kayak "ah mampus gimana nih."

ini kelompok ospek, ceritanya lagi persiapan buat kegiatan ospek besok. ceritanya